my first time I was sexual abused  by a older girl who was in her teens I was five years old. I was quite confused by it all. I don’t remember why or how she became to be at my house my father was around but i didn’t say anything . this happen twice.
About 13 I was at swimming pool was grope by older man didn’t know what to think or how to reacted.
I have lots doubts and confusion about sexuality for a long time from the first abused. I hope we can teach anyone to talk and report it. Do know it is hard didnt tell anyone for nearly 20 years even now it is very hard to talk about.