i was 15 years old i used to get picked on and made fun of a bit usually for being fat. so with not much confidence in myself i just wanted to fit in, i ended up with this guy who was a good bit older and a friend of one of my friends boyfriend at the time. there was a party one night and a lot of drink and i was drunk and the first time i had sex with him i don’t actually remember but the second and third i didn’t want it to happen, it hurt and he just kept going, i cried felt dirty and ashamed of myself and my ‘friends’ they made fun of me which i think hurt more than what he did.